I am too nosey for my own good. I need to learn some self-control. Boyfriend gave me his email password. I know that he keeps a ton of old emails and I am tempted to read things that I have no right to. I had this same problem before and I regretted the decision I made.
I know that if I do something like this, I will just end up fixating on the hurtful parts of our past. I hate that I waste my time thinking about Boyfriend and E (who he was insanely in love with), or R (who he's still friends with) or L (who is MY best friend). I hate that it hurts so much. I hate that although we're past it, when I think on it the pain is still so fresh.
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